Hi everyone, it's been awhile since the last update so sorry for keeping everyone in the dark. First thing of all, about the SSM stories ive hit a solid writer block, my head is somewhere else at the moment and my heart is not there so it's on ice for a moment. There are other things I wish to explore and try but the writer block is persistent with this one (bad star wars pun,check).
Normally I never put my personal life on Deviantart but this time I need to get it off my chest. Since I start working in a call center, I feel like those 2 years in college 2 months in France was for nothing and......is this it ? I am to stay in that dreaded place till I retire ? and every time I tried to look for something else or talk about it, I either hear ''you will find something soon'' or how expensive living in a bigger city and how I need this and this to work in an other city(bigger) and how stable my current job is (yeah right). Plus add the bitterness of losing two people I once consider BFF and almost family for more than two years in September(still creeps in my mind to this day), let's just said life can be a mean b****.
Good thing Ive met other people who is supporting me along the way (and a new crush ) , Im also too darn stubborn to stop trying and eventually Ill get through this phase and hopefully be a much happier person.